I met Sami through the lesbian app Brenda, and I also met tara through there as a friend (she was already dating her girlfriend) and I ended up deleting the app a while ago and just adding her on Facebook and yeah! We’ve hung out a couple of times :)
Posse sleep over timez. We also went to the Biennale at cockatoo island today and it was awesome.
I can’t seem to be able to write because I’m not hurting anymore.
You’ve made my eyes see nothing but the way golden strands of hair settle on your cheeks
and how the candlelight reflects so magnificently off of your skin
in an iridescent array of orange and red hues.
I can see the flame in the bath water,
even when the bubbles have all disappeared and my skin is all wrinkled and I’m beginning to shiver from the cold.
I look at your face and feel nothing but warmth.
Messy hair tied up haphazardly, perfectly winged eyeliner, the smoothest skin and eyes gazing nowhere but into my own.
I can’t write about an over romanticised, poetic version of my pain because it’s slowly disappearing.
I don’t know how to write about being okay with fading scars
and how you make me stop thinking about knotting my veins together at 4am when I can’t sleep, because the voices pounding in my skull just aren’t there anymore.
You make me okay with my thighs and my hips and the way my knees knock together.
You make me okay.
I am well.
Aw thanks! The shirt is Forever 21 and the skirt is princess highway from dangerfield :)
LOL I WOULD LOVE TO BUT HI WE LIVE IN A COUNTRY RUN BY A HOMOPHOBIC MISOGYNISTIC TWAT
YEAH MOST OF THEM HAVE THEY ALSO LOVE HER IT’S GREAT
It was fucking terrifying. But they were surprisingly accepting. My mum was the main issue because she’s extremely religious, but she was actually pretty okay about it and she adores Sami. My dad said he always knew I was gay he was just waiting for evidence haha